My mental health is on a slippery slope and Im about to lose my balance…again.

My dad has literally said the most homophobic comments to my brother and bullied him throughout his life. He is a sexist pig who hates everything I stand for and has even put a gun to my moms head. And after all this my family still wants me to “forgive him, he was not being himself” because"drugs change who you are as a person" but even if it is true, idc

No. Fuck. You. DIE.

Maybe it’s the tension of casual racism and oppression but I just really wanna fight a bitch.